When an artist tries to write

In the depths of the dark we lay entangled.
I refuse to believe you don't remember.
The warmth in your hand touched my skin
Don't fear I wouldn't hold you responsible

Heads turned, lips pressed
Soft and smooth, the moment lasted an eternity.
My heart took over my mind and I fooled myself.
The pain of separation felt alien, smiles replaced worries.

Life meant nothing outside this for me
This meant nothing to you, I realized as reality struck.
Tears swelled up, as you worked up my body.
Once again heart's heels crushed my rationality.

Morning glory showed new roads
I saw you walk away guiltless and innocent
As I screamed into my wet pillow
Separation, hostility loneliness